100 Questions; just because

• How are you, really?

im alright

• How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about?

Currently I'm very relaxed, so I'm not really thinking about anything.

• What’s your favorite colour?

It changes all the time

• What’s your favorite food?

Currently- Ice cream

• What’s your favorite dessert?

Ice cream with ice magic!

• How old are you?

19

• What have you learned today?

You shouldn't go to work on an empty stomach

• What was your favorite subject in school?

Drama

• What do you do?

I'm a student

• What are some of your favorite books?

Divergent Trilogy, Fault in our stars, Wreck thisJournal, Sentence a Day

• What are some of your favorite movies?

She's the man, Mean Girls, Stick It, Hunger Games, Divergent

• What kind of music are you into?

Pop

• If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about?

I've thought alot about starting one, but it is a work in progress

• What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done?

Been honest

• What accomplishment are you most proud of?

Changing my career path

• Are you married?

Lol no

• How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend?

#single

• Do you think it’s better to get married when you’re young or better to wait a while?

Depends on the situation and your mental capacity (some people are naturally more mature and they can be mentally ready earlier)

• Do you have any kids?

Nope

• Have you ever thought of adopting?

I'm not against it

• When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

A teacher, A journalist, An actor

• What do you do for fun?

Socialise

• Do you like traveling?

YAS

• If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?

Canada

• Who are some people you’d like to meet someday?

Zac Efron, Ariana Grande, Shailene Woodley, 

• If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say?

It is not until you can love yourself that others can love you

• What’s one of your favourite habits you have?

Writing lists

• What are some things that make you really happy?

Cats.

• What are some things that make you really sad?

Death

• What are some things that scare you?

Death, Cockroaches, Snakes, Being alone

• Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous?

Both

• Are you a religious person?

No

• Would you rather live in the country or in the city?

City

• What was your life like growing up?

Pretty good

• What were you like in high school?

Friendly (not in a slutty way)

• Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many?

One brother, One sister, One half brother and two half sisters

• What’s your favorite part about today so far?

Ice cream lol

• Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it?

Mum or my best guy friend

• What’s your favourite joke?

How do you get Pikachu onto a bus?

Pok-e-mon (poke him on)

• Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)

SUSHI IS MY LIFE

• Do you like spicy food?

No

• How do you like your steak cooked?

Dont like steak

• Do you have a favourite number? Any particular reason why you like that number?

16 and 7

• If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why?

Cat. Just because. Cats.

• What’s one of the strangest things you’ve ever done?

I coulndt pinpoint one. Hungh

• What kind of vacations do you like?

Long ones

• What are some of your major goals in life?

Marriage and Kids and Success and Happiness

• What are some of your smaller goals in life?

No goals are small in nature, only small in thought.

• What do you like least about yourself?

Body

• What embarrasses you?

My grandma

• If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try?

acting

• What’s your earliest memory?

When I was three, playing on my grandpa's computer

• What’s the best decision you ever made?

To change degrees

• Who’s your best / closest friend?

They know who they are

• What do you think people think of you?

You'd have to ask them

• What were your grades like in school?

Decent

• If you could learn one random skill, what would you learn?

Backflipping

• Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

Extrovert

• Have you ever taken a personality test? (How did the results turn out?)

No

• What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their eyes, teeth and laugh

• Do you think people can control their own destiny?

I do

• Do you think all people are equally valuable, or do you think some people in certain situations might be more valuable than others (say, a severely retarded patient vs. a doctor who could potentially save hundreds of lives)?

Life is of equal value

• Do you think people are basically bad or basically good?

Depends on the person really, but i like to think the best of people

• Do you think morals are universal or relative to the beliefs, traditions, and practices of individuals or groups?

Depends

• Do you think God exists?

No

• Do you think any kind of afterlife exists?

I like to hope so

• Do you vote? Why / Why not? If you do vote, how do you usually vote?

Going to this year

• Do you think gay people choose to be gay? Do you think straight people choose to be straight?

Your brain chemistry conditions you a certain way. I didn't choose to be funny.

• Is torture ever a good option? If no, why not? If yes, when?

No

• Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people?

Ask me when I'm drunk

• What’s the most money you’ve ever given away?

like $20 maybe 

• What’s the biggest personal change you’ve ever made?

Not sure

• What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done?

Ask me when I'm drunk

• What do you think would be one of the best steps we could take toward ending poverty around the world?

Be less greedy

• What do you think we could do to best improve the education system?

A lot

• In general, what do you think about art?

It's chill

• What are some of your favorite websites?

Youtube, Tumblr, ASOS, Shop Jeen, eBay

• What’s the biggest turnoff in a man/woman?

Ignorance

• What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told?

Let's not talk about it

• What’s something most people don’t know about you?

If they don't know it's for a reason

• What’s something you wish everyone knew about you?

That I mean well

• What are some of the first things you do in the morning?

Check my phone

• What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to you?

Divorce

• Do you cry easily?

Sometimes

• How do you feel about public speaking?

I have no issue with it

• Do you like to talk on the phone?

Yeah I do

• How many emails do you get each week, roughly?

Maybe 50

• If someone were to make a movie about your life, who would you hope would play you?

I give Rebel Wilson permission to play me

• What’s one of your favourite questions to ask new friends or to get a conversation going?

Do you like sushi?

• Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump?

Nuh

• Have you ever been in a fist fight?

Nuh

• What’s the best prank you’ve ever pulled?

Tricked my friend into thinking he had won tickets to the Ellen Degeneres Show

• What did you do on your 16th birthday?

Had a Party

• What do you think is one of the most undervalued professions right now?

Nursing

• How would you explain your basic life philosophy?

Stay positive

• Would you rather be hated or forgotten?

Ask me when I'm drunk

• If you knew you would die tomorrow, would you feel cheated today?

I really would.

Mood swings

I hate when you feel a certain way. When nothing has provoked the feeling, and nothing can distract you from it. You just feel that way.

I've had that recently. Nothing will happen, nobody will annoy me, and something hasn't upset me, but I just feel down. Down and out, and completely unwilling to participate in life. It sounds so awful to say; but it's true!

I hate that the chemistry in your brain can communicate and make you feel like the whole world is against you and there is no point in existing. That sounds so dark and depressing, but it's scary.

Depression is scary.

I am lucky that it is not something that has affected me, a close friend or anyone in my immediate family; but there is a hereditary link to depression, which does run in my extended family.

I have days where I feel like that is what I have come to, but in the scheme of things, I am a happy person, which I would perceive as being normal, everyone has days where they feel completely down on themselves, and everything.

My brain just thinks the worst of a situation, which is odd, because to other people they would say I see the best in a situation...

Kindly and Considerably
CACL.

'Fake Friends'

One of the reasons I chose not to share this blog with anyone I know is so that I can post about things going on in my life, without people thinking it is directly linked to them, or our relationship.

Hence why I am now choosing to go on a ramble about fake friends. 

In high school fake friends were those who almost had to pretend to be your friends for a variety of reasons;

• You were in their group
• You were in their class
• You had to see them every day

But post school there is a choice. You get the distinct choice of who you wish to surround yourself with and who you wish to completely cut out of your life. 

Unfortunately, I have experienced something completely different. I cannot understand how it is that it has not turned out how I thought it would.

So I have this friend, who I have known for a while. And.. lets call them Alex.

Alex has always had a fair group of friends, i was usually one of them, but that has been a bit of an on-off thing for the duration of school. Now that we've left school, I feel like more of a hassle than a friend. It seems a chore to have to catch up and I'm always the one putting in the effort.

Quite frankly friends are meant to make a mark on your life, mean something to you. Alex? Well Alex used to...

I don't know if its the hour of night, or the fact that I have come to terms with the fact that I don't need anything from fake friends.

But that's just me.

Kindly and Considerably

CACL.

The Calm Before the Storm

Have you ever taken a minute to appreciate the moments before a storm hits?

It feels like nature is inhaling, pondering its next move, ready to unleash hell on the world below. There was a storm today. Mind you, that is now 'the norm' where I live. That's the third thunderstorm this week..

Storms are like a fantastic analogy for my brain half the time. I have to take a moment to think about my next move, but I usually then explode.
The moments after however, are truly a beautiful thing, especially if the sun comes out. It's like that second after you've really needed to go the bathroom for a while, and when you place your backside on that porcelain bowl of happiness, nothing is better. Speaking of, I have to pee

*Bathroom break, commence boring hold music*

As I was saying... well, I'd actually finished what I was saying, so this seems a good time to conclude my first post on my brand new blog!

Kindly and Considerably
CACL.